I can't really explain it... its like I'm lost in my own mind. I eat, I sleep, I get up, I shower, I feed my cat, I brush my teeth... i get all of that done and then.. its like "Now what??"
I have study to do, but thats not what I end up doing. I could write in one of my various stories.. but I don't.
I have study to do, but thats not what I end up doing. I could write in one of my various stories.. but I don't.
I sit down and watch a movie or a TV show (-yes in one sitting), then its over and I'm like.. "What now?" I can't even make up my mind on what songs I want to listen to. Egh... I have no idea what you call this. I'm kinds running on auto pilot ..
Maybe I'm worn out??
Maybe I'm shutting down cause I can't handle whats going on? Can't handle my own self??
I hate this feeling, numb... like..I'm falling infinately..
Maybe I'm shutting down cause I can't handle whats going on? Can't handle my own self??
I hate this feeling, numb... like..I'm falling infinately..
Well I'm going to try gaming on 7 Days to Die and see if that helps. Killing zombies should be fun haha. Either that or Path of Exile and try again with my shadow character.
Well this is a short post today.. may decied to write tomorrow or a week from now.
Peaceout
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