Just want to first mention that to write this blog, I have to listen to Prodigy...
Anyway..HI! Hows it going my non-blog readers? I am having mixed emotions today. The most prominent one being boredom and irritation (at flys constantly touching me!!)
My day started off as most of my days do, my darling feline decided it was time to wake mum up because she was hungry.. and as I do most mornings I ignore her until I decide its time to get up and feed her. This time my phone buzzed, I maybe getting a job! <-- excitement!! As I usually do, I being to panic.. "will I be able to do this? What about if I get sick a lot? (which is a high possibility)" and then the ever present OMG and flayling limbs of angst and dred. Considering I had only about 4-5 hours sleep and in no mind set to deal with this new information, I went back to sleep, much to the horror of my cat.
My dreams did not help with the panic of a job oportunity, instead it fed my fear. Lucky my darling saved me from the rest of what my mind could dream up and decided that it was time for mum to get up and feed her, sleeping was no longer an opition.
It wasn't till after I was feeding my stomach and my addiction of Youtube, (of course feeding the Queen feline, was not going to suffer her iron-paw wrath) that it kicked in that this would be a great opitunity for me and decided with my 'final' voice (one of the voices in my head) that "Yes, I am getting that job and be a responsible adult."
Then came the phone call, yes THE phone call. One that is both welcome and aproached with caution.. My Mum called. This time it was pretty sad news all around, one of my family friends was given hours to live. I have known her all my life really, a lovely lady who I hope goes on without pain, surounded by love and peace into the next. Though this news was expected, you always think that you have more time, and that pain was evident in my mums voice. As is my habit I tried to make her feel better. I have an odd way of dealing with death, I wont cry until after the funeral.. Like.. Every time. No joke. I don't know why I am like that, its not normal is it??
Anway, thats not what made this moment worse, it was that my father used this lovely ladies time frame of life against my mother, as a taunt. Like... WTF is wrong with you that you would use the limited time frame of you best friends wife as a tool to punish your ex-wife..
Of course this did nothing to improve my opinion of my father.
It has been 30 days since I turned the big 21, and all i got was a small standard facebook message of a birthday wish. Surely your daughter turning 21 calls for a phone call or a visit right? Nope... got nothing. I can't tell if I'm sad, angry or disapointed.. or just numb to it because I never really expected any effort to be put in.
Lets just leave this common topic in this blog here.
Now to what I was really going to talk about.. can you guess? Thats right.. my life and Youtube and how it seems to have become one. I'm one of those eclectic people, to what I consider an extream.
One of my main things is movies.. I watch waayy to many..
TV series.. don't even get me started. I literally will watch an entire season in a day.. depending on the length of the episodes and the seasons.. somtimes 1 and a half or 2 in a day...
So you can guess from this that my new-ish Youtube addiction, how much time I can spend online watching all the stuff...
My addiction started out pretty innocent, I got really into one of the zombie sandbox games called 7 days to die (still pretty addicted to it) and I thought I would watch a few videos on Youtube to show me what the game was about.. and no I did not watch the 'how to' videos. It had basicly just come out. I watched some people who I didn't find all that engaging until I found Royal. He was funny and did awesome colabs with a few of his mates who I then fell in love with and followed them all.
From there it even got worse. I followed them across to Twitch, the live streaming site. And there were even more people to follow and watch. Twitch also became an addiction. But that isn't the point!
In the begining I was watching only about 4 of the guys on Youtube, my mate then introduced me to JackSepticEye, OMG love him! He is a fantastic Youtuber and so lovely to all his followers. From there it went to video bloggers on Youtube.. Such as people like Shane Dawson, Tyler Oakley, Dan and Phil (also I legit am looking on my Twiter and Youtube account to see who the hell I am following coz there are ..just a... few..few..
Basicly went from 4 to 17 and a few more that I just haven't followed yet but because the VidBlogger community is tight, I see all their new videos when they come up.
Newest addiction chanel on Youtube is LifeSimmer, she is fantastic and interesting to watch, playing Sims4.
No lie, I have spent the whole of this month (January) watching videos on Youtube..
Also I have insomnia, so I run out of things to watch and my failsafe is Youtube videos.
Anway was all I wanted to post up today, all the new things in my life other than a site that I haven't been on to for like 10 month stealing my money...
Anyway (for real this time) Ima go, I am watching Ritz on twitch haha, peace out ya'll and thanks for stopping by and spending the time to actually read all this stuff
love ya
Anyway..HI! Hows it going my non-blog readers? I am having mixed emotions today. The most prominent one being boredom and irritation (at flys constantly touching me!!)
My day started off as most of my days do, my darling feline decided it was time to wake mum up because she was hungry.. and as I do most mornings I ignore her until I decide its time to get up and feed her. This time my phone buzzed, I maybe getting a job! <-- excitement!! As I usually do, I being to panic.. "will I be able to do this? What about if I get sick a lot? (which is a high possibility)" and then the ever present OMG and flayling limbs of angst and dred. Considering I had only about 4-5 hours sleep and in no mind set to deal with this new information, I went back to sleep, much to the horror of my cat.
My dreams did not help with the panic of a job oportunity, instead it fed my fear. Lucky my darling saved me from the rest of what my mind could dream up and decided that it was time for mum to get up and feed her, sleeping was no longer an opition.
It wasn't till after I was feeding my stomach and my addiction of Youtube, (of course feeding the Queen feline, was not going to suffer her iron-paw wrath) that it kicked in that this would be a great opitunity for me and decided with my 'final' voice (one of the voices in my head) that "Yes, I am getting that job and be a responsible adult."
Then came the phone call, yes THE phone call. One that is both welcome and aproached with caution.. My Mum called. This time it was pretty sad news all around, one of my family friends was given hours to live. I have known her all my life really, a lovely lady who I hope goes on without pain, surounded by love and peace into the next. Though this news was expected, you always think that you have more time, and that pain was evident in my mums voice. As is my habit I tried to make her feel better. I have an odd way of dealing with death, I wont cry until after the funeral.. Like.. Every time. No joke. I don't know why I am like that, its not normal is it??
Anway, thats not what made this moment worse, it was that my father used this lovely ladies time frame of life against my mother, as a taunt. Like... WTF is wrong with you that you would use the limited time frame of you best friends wife as a tool to punish your ex-wife..
Of course this did nothing to improve my opinion of my father.
It has been 30 days since I turned the big 21, and all i got was a small standard facebook message of a birthday wish. Surely your daughter turning 21 calls for a phone call or a visit right? Nope... got nothing. I can't tell if I'm sad, angry or disapointed.. or just numb to it because I never really expected any effort to be put in.
Lets just leave this common topic in this blog here.
Now to what I was really going to talk about.. can you guess? Thats right.. my life and Youtube and how it seems to have become one. I'm one of those eclectic people, to what I consider an extream.
One of my main things is movies.. I watch waayy to many..
TV series.. don't even get me started. I literally will watch an entire season in a day.. depending on the length of the episodes and the seasons.. somtimes 1 and a half or 2 in a day...
So you can guess from this that my new-ish Youtube addiction, how much time I can spend online watching all the stuff...
My addiction started out pretty innocent, I got really into one of the zombie sandbox games called 7 days to die (still pretty addicted to it) and I thought I would watch a few videos on Youtube to show me what the game was about.. and no I did not watch the 'how to' videos. It had basicly just come out. I watched some people who I didn't find all that engaging until I found Royal. He was funny and did awesome colabs with a few of his mates who I then fell in love with and followed them all.
From there it even got worse. I followed them across to Twitch, the live streaming site. And there were even more people to follow and watch. Twitch also became an addiction. But that isn't the point!
In the begining I was watching only about 4 of the guys on Youtube, my mate then introduced me to JackSepticEye, OMG love him! He is a fantastic Youtuber and so lovely to all his followers. From there it went to video bloggers on Youtube.. Such as people like Shane Dawson, Tyler Oakley, Dan and Phil (also I legit am looking on my Twiter and Youtube account to see who the hell I am following coz there are ..just a... few..few..
Basicly went from 4 to 17 and a few more that I just haven't followed yet but because the VidBlogger community is tight, I see all their new videos when they come up.
Newest addiction chanel on Youtube is LifeSimmer, she is fantastic and interesting to watch, playing Sims4.
No lie, I have spent the whole of this month (January) watching videos on Youtube..
Also I have insomnia, so I run out of things to watch and my failsafe is Youtube videos.
Anway was all I wanted to post up today, all the new things in my life other than a site that I haven't been on to for like 10 month stealing my money...
Anyway (for real this time) Ima go, I am watching Ritz on twitch haha, peace out ya'll and thanks for stopping by and spending the time to actually read all this stuff
love ya
Twitch account I'm watching: http://www.twitch.tv/ritzplays
