Good morning bloggers and viewers 

I was scouring Facebook today, as I'm sure most people do now days and there was this post that one of my friends had shared. I'll share the link with ya'll (http://tvnz.co.nz/breakfast-news/tvnz-stars-read-their-own-online-abuse-video-5849207). One thing you should know before i start my rant is that I have been bullied most of my life and I am also a part of Stand for the Silent NZ which is an anti-bullying group started in America. It is also on the major topic due to Charlotte Dawson, a New Zealand/Australian TV personality, who committed suicide a few days ago due to abusive messages sent to her. 
RANT START:
I can't seem to wrap my head around why some people would do this, I mean yea there are a few Stars that I'm not a big fan of, but i don't go to their Twitter and outright insult them. I think the Stars are amazing for what they can do. Hell i couldn't be a model... ever, i can't sing, and I'm totally shit at acting let alone a fucking good enough memory to memorize all those lines. And the stunts they do in movies? Hell i would break a bone or 50, or worse, I would dislocate every bone in my body (Jellyfishing). They are some of the most amazing people out there (of course I would say this I am a fan girl) I'm envious of them and all that they can do. Some people seem to forget that they are actually human, they are real people, they aren't some untouchable mystical creature. They are people with an amazing talent, my talent is accepting people as they are lol (not sure if this is an actual talent or not, i think it should be for this day and age, same with commonsense. That is a fucking super-power now days). Maybe those who are hurting others, and sending them hurtful feelings need to do it to rise their own self-esteem. Do they enjoy belittling people? Does it make them feel all the more powerful when they can see their victim crying? Do they enjoy ruining someones day? Making them feel all the more shit about themselves?
I don't fit within your fucking lines, I like being the pen who can't stay within the lines. I like being who I am. So fuck you for judging me when you have no idea who I am, because I don't wear the clothing you want me to? Because I do what I want? Hangout with the "wrong" crowd?

(Tom Hiddleston rage!)

 I happen to be an awesome person, who sticks by my friends and loves them to pieces!
...had a little rage moment...
Sorry about that.. :)
Here is one of my own stories or bullying:

The man I was in love with, controlled me by bullying me. Making me feel as if I was the bad one, hurting him. As the saying goes, we keep the love we think we deserve. He used his words to keep me separated from my family, kept me from hanging with my friends, I lived in my room for the two years I went out with him. He would accuse me of cheating on him, that I didn't love him, that I was a shit girl friend who lied to him. My mental health and self-esteem hit the bottom of the barrel, and I continued to let him hurt me, and break the shattered heart all the more. He was projecting his own actions on to me, if it wasn't for his sister, I would never have learned that he was cheating on me. I had some amazing people in my life during this time that helped me see that I deserved a hell of a lot better that this asshole. It took me a long time to convince myself that I deserved better, but I thank my amazing friends to this day. Though I now know I am better than an abusive relationship, this will still affect me for the rest of my life, it has left me with a lot of trust issues. The actions of others can leave a massive impression of those on the receiving end.
 (we are doing an open day at uni and we were asked if we wanted to submit a story and this was mine) 

Bullying is a major thing, some people pass it off as a normal thing in life that every body goes through. That it builds character. They can make up what ever stories they want, its not the case. It really screws people up. 

When someone asked me what would my boggart be if i was in front of that wardrobe. I said it would be a crowd of people. People are some of the cruelest creatures on plant earth. I'm not saying this to be mean to anyone, but its true. All you need to do it look on the news, pretty sure there is an now an average of murders that are reported.
I'm not the perfect human, far from it, I'll make mistakes, I'll screw up, and I know that some days I just end up saying the wrong things. But bullying and abuse... something I will never condone or do to another being.
Rant over.

My package arrived today! ... the Posty woke me up however :( but yay! Love my mummy who sent it to me hehe! It's only a cat-fur-friendly blanket but still, she sheds a lot! 

Poor baby has an infection to... she is pretty old though... I dont really want to get in a cat rant.. i can talk about her for hours.. she's just so cute.

First day back at Uni tomorrow... but I get to help out at clubs day :) woot woot!! Time for free shit and free food. The recipe for happy students haha.  
Anyway that is me for today people. Hope ya'll have a good one :)